The Author's Experience

One of the many reasons that I feel it is important to educate people about Rosemary is due to my own experiences. Please read this excerpt from my book and decide for yourself.

Post Epilogue
Rosemary's Miracle in 2005

Post Epilogue

This part added 3 years after Epilogue. (A world class Cardiologist told me “you only have a few minutes to live now.”)

August 2, 2002 was an average day here, so I thought that it would be a good time to mow the back lawn of 4 acres on the riding mower.

I did quit about 3 p.m. in order to come into the house and get ready to attend a close couples 50th wedding anniversary close by.

After showering and getting dressed, I felt a severe pain or tightness in my chest, a nurse would later term this to be "like an elephant sitting on my chest." I continued on getting dressed until I could on longer prepare to go.

I called out to my wife that I thought we should call the ambulance, because I realized that I had open heart surgery 16 years before and further surgery on my heart just 4 years ago.

I ended up in the Intensive Care Unit in Brockville, Ontario on August 2, 2002. A Heart Cardiologist was called in on Saturday morning August 3, 2002. After examining me and taking many x-rays, he informed me that I had suffered a massive heart attack with major heart damage. He immediately called the world famous Ottawa Heart Institute in Ottawa, Ontario and informed them of my condition. Soon I was on my way by ambulance.

I arrived at the Heart Institute in Ottawa that afternoon and was immediately examined by the Cardiologists who have world class facilities and equipment for heart monitoring and treatment.

Shortly, I was going unconscious many times. The Institute sent for my family to come back to the Hospital in Ottawa (60 miles) as they told them that I was slowly dying. The assembled Cardiologists asked me what the Cardiologist in Brockville told me about my situation. I told them that he found that I had a massive heart attack along with major heart damage. They then informed me that was their findings also.

They performed an exploratory operation on my heart and found all 7 bypasses were 100% blocked along with all the arteries 100% except for one with still only a small opening (not enough to sustain life for long, they said). Also the collateral veins which nature provides when stoppages occur were still not enough capacity to maintain life, only temporarily. So the total capacity here was evaluated as too small for me to live) any length of time.

The Cardiologists told me that "you have absolutely no hope whatever", a direct quote here. I asked "how much time have I got" exact quote from me. They answered "a few moments or more – but it could come anytime" – another direct quote. I asked them if they could do anymore for me? They informed me that they continuously take heart patients from many other countries, that they would not touch themselves and the Ottawa Heart Institute had a 93% success rate. "We would certainly do something for you if there was any chance at all", direct quote again. Any types of control on my heart would be fatal immediately, so they elected to let nature take its course.

I now believe that Cardiologists were quite right in being frank about my condition. To do otherwise, would just have raised false hopes in my family.

All of the above is documented and was witnessed by 3 Cardiologists and 4 members of my family.

It was during the night at the Heart Institute and after being informed I had only a few minutes to live that I was suddenly awakened by the now tingling feeling all over my body, similar to what I had experienced before. I soon realized I was about to be revisited by an apparition. By now, I was quite "schooled" on what would happen shortly.

The apparition was dressed in glowing white (the nurses at the Ottawa Heart Institute are always in their street clothes and not in white at all. I have never seen any nurse in any white street clothes while I was there.

The phantasm went by the open doorway of my room, as if looking for a particular person.

The phantom like presence returned to the door and slowly entered my room. I was quite awake by this time.

The apparition came up to my bedside and identified herself as Rosemary. I can say that this apparition or manifest, if you will, did appear to be about 55 years of age.

She told me to take off the morphine I.V. for I would not need it anymore. (I had been receiving the maximum dosage that the law allows, any increase would automatically be fatal.) She informed me that I would live, because "your work is not finished yet."

To the amazement of the nurses I was still alive in the morning. Some time later I asked my nurse to remove my morphine I.V. attached from me as I would not require it now. After this was done I had no pain anywhere at all.

I kept saying to my nurse on each shift, "I’m going to walk out of here." They said that I sure said it often enough. They just smiled for they knew that this was going to be a temporary respite for me.

In a short time, I was able to walk unaided around a series of Hospital Corridors. Of course my cardiac nurse was at my side in case she was needed. One nurse remarked to me "we were talking about you at lunch break and are starting to believe you", (that I would walk out of here).

After the visit of Rosemary, there were many x-rays made of my heart to prove that it had indeed recovered. Eventually, 5 days after the massive heart attack and major heart damage, they brought in a women doctor with her assistant and made “live action” pictures on their monitor of my heart. I understand that this special equipment is routinely used on unborn fetuses to monitor a baby’s movement. This equipment showed my heart to be working normally for a person of my age. No major heart damage now.

The next day, 6 days after the massive heart attack and major heart damage, I was discharged and did walk completely unaided and not even needing a wheelchair. It is generally required for a patient being discharged to be taken to the exit door in a wheelchair after which it is the responsibility of the patients for conveyance home.

At my debriefing interview, the team leader, who is also involved in research and scientific aspects of heart medicines said “ we have now witnessed a divine miracle here, but in order to appease the different religions and the atheists, we must consider this to be a higher intelligence intervention”. This is a direct quote not mine.

Of the usual second attack that follows such a massive heart attack, with major heart damage and is always 100% fatal, in about 3 – 4 weeks, I have had no sign of this 7 months later. Presently I am walking 2 to 3 miles everyday.

About this time, 7 months later, I had my routine return visit back with the same team leader Cardiologist in Ottawa. After many tests he informed me my heart is working normally. In fact he told me it was so good now that he could see no requirement of me ever seeing a Cardiologist again.

The reader must realize here that we are talking about the top team of Cardiologists in the world, members of a group of research scientists delving into heart, molecular examinations and explorations, using the best equipment available in quest of heart treatment. They have already achieved world recognition on this level. There is absolutely no chance of error in their work. Their individual assessments are continually scrutinized by massive rechecks constantly.

In fact on my debriefing session before I was discharged from the Ottawa Heart Institute, the team leader explained how they are realizing that the heart indeed has its own intelligence system, and that they are "tapping" into that comprehension to encourage the heart to create its own large collateral vein system to be formed and thus by pass any stoppages in existing heart veins.

As a result of how deep these research scientists are probing in an effort to solve modern day heart problems, the reader can now readily acknowledge the depth that these scientists are involved.

Also in the symbology nature of this manuscript of the 114 beds that I could have been placed in on this last visit, I was placed in the same bed that I had occupied 4 years previously. What a coincidence!! (as before, it was the only bed available this time)

This last "chapter" should remove all doubt that anyone might still have about this manuscript, as every fact stated is recorded at the Ottawa Heart Institute and witnessed by their 3 top Cardiologists and by my 4 family members.

This manuscript can be a guideline for the other religions of the world, co-existing with the atheists. Marxists and the Christian Religion, even some of their lifestyles, have some of the fundamentals of the Christian way. They both support equality and harmony but they only realize life on earth as we know it. Now they can be aware that with the designation of a "higher intelligence intervention" quote by these three world famous cardiologists, points definitely to the existence of a "superior being" or to a prevailing "God" to all people and religions.

Even the Moslems of the Islam Faith accept Jesus as a true diviner while accepting the allegiance of the fore bearer of the Hebrew Nation, Abraham. Now through the medium of this manuscript, they can forget their past quarrels with the Christians and look to the future, jointly in harmony in line with this manuscript.

Of the various non-Christian religions such as Buddhism, Hinduism, etc, we can now share in the religious purpose of deliverance or liberation.

This manuscript accepts all that is devoted and divine of these non-Christian religions. Now we can all work with these other lifestyles to advance the devotional clean-living characteristics that I am sure exist amongst them.

My manuscript does not detract from Jesus in any way. In fact it enhances it. I have spent a lifetime in industrial engineering offices and, therefore, I have used strict engineering guidelines in the preparation of this manuscript. This document may be the only religious document prepared from an engineering perspective.

One example of this found in the Gospel of John where Jesus makes it clear that He is going away and to pray to the Father God to send a Deity of lesser stature to take His place. This Deity would be called "Advocate, Counselor, Comforter, Paraclete or Helper" (depending upon which Bible you are reading). Thus, He sent Rosemary.

I have spent about twenty seven years preparing this manuscript and I am my most severe critic. I have tried to provide absolute physical accuracy here at all times.

Rosemary performed yet another miracle in December 2005 as She saved my life in a car accident in the United States when my car hit a deer and was totally demolished.

Just as we hit the deer, a large cloud of smoke arose right in front of our car and stayed there until the car came to rest after sliding on its frame or chassis several hundreds of feet. Superimposed on this cloud was a vision of Rosemary with arms outstretched towards us. My wife did not see this. I recognized Rosemary when She identified Herself at the miracle when She saved my life in August 2002 at the Ottawa Heart Institute.

The investigating State Trooper said “I don’t know why you both were not killed. You had a one chance in a hundred of coming out of this alive. You surely must have a supernatural person up there (pointing skyward) that is taking care of you”. I said that “I surely have.”

As our car was totaled, the hospital arranged to fly us home due to my injuries.

The timing of this miracle of the car and the deer was precisely in an identical pattern similarity, and principles of the other miracles She already performed and fully described in my original account.

This is the seventh time that Rosemary has saved my life, three times from aggressive cancer, I was given three months to live fifteen years ago and the third heart miracle in 2002. This car accident miracle of December 2005 now makes the seventh escape from certain death.

As seven quoted many times in the Bible as a level of completion, or conclusion or absolute end, therefore I can conclude that this will be the last miracle. Now, at eighty three, I presume that I will not survive the next fatal situation. Then I will have attained what I have been commanded to do and will have left vast evidence behind.

I might add here that it was thirty eight years between my dropping out of high school in the lower grades and then returning full time to get my high school matriculation certificate (at a night school one hundred kilometers away) and then on to university and attaining the two degree standing that is required in order to teach in Ontario Canada.

I just taught one and a half years when I was totally and permanently disabled when severely beaten up in trying to quell student violence in 1977. I automatically entered the conflict having been fully trained as an Ontario Provincial Police Constable (auxiliary reserve). After the school beating, I was in seven hospitals for four and a half years getting specialized treatment.

Jesus makes it quite clear in many places in the Gospel of St. John when He says that He is going away to ask God to send a lesser Duty (Comforter, Helper, Paraclete (Holy Bible) or Advocate) depending on which Bible translation is used to return first before he does and to prepare the way for His return. See St. John 14: 16, 19, 26; St. John 15: 26; St. John 16: 5-8, 13-28.

This was prophesized by the ancient Essenes and this manuscript by the Essenes, which Jesus read as a little boy of twelve when He was away for three days was actually broadcast on TV three times in 1998, once in 1999 and in 2000. Jesus also states that it is God’s decision, not His, that in what form, male or female, where and when that this Comforter etc, would arrive in our modern world. The reason God decided a female instead of a male is fully described in my original manuscript (see St. Matthew 24: 36; St. Mark 13: 32). It was at the Last Supper that Jesus proclaimed the coming of His replacement (Comforter, Helper, Paraclete / Holy Ghost) or Advocate.

The word Trinity is not found anywhere in the Bible, in fact it was first applied by Jertullian about one hundred and ninety years after the Crucifixion of Jesus and later about four hundreds years after Jesus death.

The Father (God) the son (Jesus) and the Holy Ghost (or spirit) is the most common usage of this phrase. Rosemary said to me in a dream She wanted to be referred to as the “Most Holy Spirit.”

So here we have a true reality and application of the Trinity. This aspect is fully explained in my manuscript.

While the Christian faith asserts the principle of the Trinity, it also recognizes the fact that each is an individual and, within itself, is a true God, that being Father, Son, and Spirit. Yet, the Christian faith portrays the Trinity as a triune God (three in one).

My manuscript is mainly based on the Olivet Prophecy or Discourse. St. Matthews 24: 32-34; St. Mark 13: 26-30; St. Luke 21: 29-32; which is the only prediction in the Bible by Jesus of when He or His Comforter would return. This prediction has been made by other Prophets, etc; but, this is the only one by Jesus Himself of the time.

In order to be as accurate as possible, I wrote to a very prominent Theological College of a University that trains Ministers for their explanation of this Olivet Prophecy or Discourse (often called the Synoptic Apocalypse) for clarification. I now quote word for word “We have no one on staff that can answer your question.”

I researched many books in libraries that review every verse or group of verses in the New Testament but when they came to this Olivet Prophecy they skipped that section. So how can Ministers give an opinion of this Olivet Prophecy when they are teaching. Universities don’t know themselves? These verses are recognized by religious scholars everywhere as the most important verses in the Bible.

I humbly state that I have arrived at an interpretation of these verses guided by Rosemary’s help. Without that, the verses would be unsolvable.

In summary, I would state that of the massive heart attack with major heart damage (80%) it is an absolute medical fact that a damaged heart can only get worse. All my arteries were 100% blocked with one 94% blocked. That night, after Rosemary’s miracle, my arteries were all clear and completely normal that very next day. Seven witnesses to all these facts including the three world class cardiologists. Rosemary rose from Her first grave (exhumed) to be reburied at a later date (in symbology). All human embryos are female for the first six to eight weeks of pregnancy when final sex is determined.

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